post mother's day thoughts

Last night Dave asked me that out of all of accomplishments and achievements in my life, what brought me the most satisfaction.

That was easy. There is nothing like being a mother.

Most days I do not feel the endless joy and satisfaction as I clean up the toys for the 15th time, or do the dishes, again, or fold the laundry just to have the kids run in and topple my pile over. Most days when I go to bed, I'm just worn out.

But there are moments when a wave of happiness wash over me and I think,"motherhood rocks."

*Like when I watch Jack doing the same thing Ana did two years ago.

(Ana. May 5, 2008)

(Jack. May 3, 2010)

*Watching Ana sing "Mother, Tell Me the Story" in Sacrament meeting. Just like I did in primary.

*Seeing this face in the backseat of the car:

*Or anywhere for that matter.


*And moments like this:

(Ana helping my mom peel potatoes yesterday)

*Taking Ana for a bike ride on her new big girl bike - just Ana and mommy.

(We ended up having Dave come pick us up because half way through the wind picked up and Ana kept saying "whew! i'm getting tired mommy.")

*And of course, watching a sleeping child.

*And a million other things like Jack wanting kisses for every hurt - including hurt feelings.

After a week full of happy moments, I didn't want a day off for mother's day. I wanted a day "on." I love this little family I have.